August 19th, 2007 by damialauren
Another night
To be here around me
Try to reshape curves
Surrounding thought patterns
Try to recapture ideas
Re-express concepts
Before realized
Forgotten or Unlearned
By my allowances
Of influences on me
A bubble of familiarity
Something to cling to
Shedding this skin
Something to define me
In your eyes
Now walls fall down
Showing you all those things
No one has seen
Hoping you are
What you project to seem
Like the one to wash
All my worries away
And will we be together
Until the day
When one of us allows
Their heart to give out
A full life to enjoy
Just what its all about
So here I sit
Each wave caressing me
Feeling what it means
To become with you totally
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August 19th, 2007 by damialauren
Here I sit
With my foot
In the sand
A moon glows down
In her mystery
Covering over us
A radiant blanket
Layers and layers
Shaping this below us
Gazing into different worlds
Possibilities infinite
Within themselves
“And it doesn’t
Even look real”
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August 18th, 2007 by damialauren
Tit for tat
Tit knowing
Tat showing
All that can be
Achieved
Within limited
Reality
Could this
Sensuality
Really be there
Or another
Pigment of
My imitation
Reeking
Standing still
Waiting
For that thrill
The shrill whine
In my head
Aching burning
For fulfillment
Of desires
Shaken
To the core
Of want
Change your
Mind
For me to
See my vision
Come to completion
Of continuous
Cycles
That move
The essence
Of being
Into what
I am seeing
A likeness
Of the past
It moves
Too fast
To hang onto
Anything
That is true
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August 18th, 2007 by damialauren
Another got to me
He took me into
His arms
Told me everything
I need to hear
Is that all too base?
To believe that something
Exists that may change
For the individual
Somehow he floats
Into my world
Gathers me up
And I feel safe
Secure in the knowledge
He is there for me
Maybe all too fast
Talking it slowly
Of course
Waiting for the time
To be just right
Melodic undertones
Revolving around
Myself-ish wanting
For that which
Is not mine
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August 18th, 2007 by damialauren
Who? I am a creature
That thinks in parallels
Synonyms of things
Once experienced
Not lost
Admired by my
Correlation within
Lines of familiarity
Here to see
With new eyes
That which has
Transpired
Made what we are
Outlook perspectives
Running commentary
You made them
Take a part of you
When they departed
Farther than it is safe
To travel in a star’s core
When you got back
You didn’t know me
Anymore I seem
To think it was
Worth it
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August 17th, 2007 by damialauren
Here I sit
Contemplative once more
I saw you again
Tonight you didn’t
Avoid me
As some months before
A crushing weight
Lifted as you held
My face close to yours
And relief spread
Throughout my body
For you saved me
From my wretched ways
With your talks
Of morality in practice
A muse set the pace
Looking over my shoulder
A reminder to not ever
Lose the faith
Here I dance
With you in my mind
How did I see a way through
My selfish pride
You helped me drop
My barriers
To open myself
To the opportunities
As they appear
Twirling as my thoughts
Circle all that has occurred
The integral nature
Inherent in life
Taking care of those
Complete in deed
Giving back to a cycle
Confirming the greater need
Now I watch
As you speak to me
Sp much has passed
But is there really anything
To hold on to
In all this familiarity
But the final destination
Is hard to see
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August 17th, 2007 by damialauren
Somehow always
It comes together
Through the circumstance
That drive our lives
We return to instinct
Respond to allow ourselves
To think that we understand
Regurgitated bits you hear
A story you tell
How is it turning
Were you a part of its happenstance
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August 17th, 2007 by damialauren
Lasting impressions
Round around
Something to
Hold onto
Something tangible
That I can
Call my own
Do you need help?
Take my hand
It will all be better
In a little while
Sit here with me
And tell me
What I want to hear
Sit here with me
And show me
I should have no fear
Settle down
Calm your nerves
Relax here with me
But do not let
The world pass you by
As you see what
You want to see
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August 17th, 2007 by damialauren
Licorice taste
Hopelessly naive
Stoner’s meditative
Rambling
Over this boy
Or that
Musings over
The moments
That might have been
Past worrying
That can not
Unlock that
Inaccessible puzzle
Feeling around blindly
Knees on the floor
For an edge
So you may begin
Roughly understand
That for which
You are looking
May lay in your hand
So you continue
The journey
Unconsciously aware
What might it bring
Here you discover
That you can
Have one or the other
Please let there be
Another choice
To lessen the toll
Divine intervention
To let us roll
The dice
One more time
One more chance
To change the course
We set out on
 So very unknowingly
Ignorant of any
Repercussions
That might bring pain
Oh I have thought of it
Again and again
But no time for that now
This is no game
Despite what has been done
They think its all the same
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August 16th, 2007 by damialauren
Hauntingly familiar
The same path
But wizened and tempered
By the influences
And information
I have gathered
Impressions of
Mechanical things
Reproducing ourselves
Into the greater good
Making the future
Rush to our doorsteps
Into all too willing
Arms spread wide
In acceptance of fate
Integrated within
History’s puzzle
The key made clear
To those not seeking
That which
Is not theirs to own
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