Love Poem

August 19th, 2007 by damialauren

Another night

To be here around me

Try to reshape curves

Surrounding thought patterns

Try to recapture ideas

Re-express concepts

Before realized

Forgotten or Unlearned

By my allowances

Of influences on me

A bubble of familiarity

Something to cling to

Shedding this skin

Something to define me

In your eyes

Now walls fall down

Showing you all those things

No one has seen

Hoping you are

What you project to seem

Like the one to wash

All my worries away

And will we be together

Until the day

When one of us allows

Their heart to give out

A full life to enjoy

Just what its all about

So here I sit

Each wave caressing me

Feeling what it means

To become with you totally

Night Shore

August 19th, 2007 by damialauren

Here I sit

With my foot

In the sand

A moon glows down

In her mystery

Covering over us

A radiant blanket

Layers and layers

Shaping this below us

Gazing into different worlds

Possibilities infinite

Within themselves

“And it doesn’t

Even look real”

Tit For Tat

August 18th, 2007 by damialauren

Tit for tat

Tit knowing

Tat showing

All that can be

Achieved

Within limited

Reality

Could this

Sensuality

Really be there

Or another

Pigment of

My imitation

Reeking

Standing still

Waiting

For that thrill

The shrill whine

In my head

Aching burning

For fulfillment

Of desires

Shaken

To the core

Of want

Change your

Mind

For me to

See my vision

Come to completion

Of continuous

Cycles

That move

The essence

Of being

Into what

I am seeing

A likeness

Of the past

It moves

Too fast

To hang onto

Anything

That is true

Crash

August 18th, 2007 by damialauren

Another got to me

He took me into

His arms

Told me everything

I need to hear

Is that all too base?

To believe that something

Exists that may change

For the individual

Somehow he floats

Into my world

Gathers me up

And I feel safe

Secure in the knowledge

He is there for me

Maybe all too fast

Talking it slowly

Of course

Waiting for the time

To be just right

Melodic undertones

Revolving around

Myself-ish wanting

For that which

Is not mine

Who? I am

August 18th, 2007 by damialauren

Who? I am a creature

That thinks in parallels

Synonyms of things

Once experienced

Not lost

Admired by my

Correlation within

Lines of familiarity

Here to see

With new eyes

That which has

Transpired

Made what we are

Outlook perspectives

Running commentary

You made them

Take a part of you

When they departed

Farther than it is safe

To travel in a star’s core

When you got back

You didn’t know me

Anymore I seem

To think it was

Worth it

To One Who Saved Me Long Ago

August 17th, 2007 by damialauren

Here I sit

Contemplative once more

I saw you again

Tonight you didn’t

Avoid me

As some months before

A crushing weight

Lifted as you held

My face close to yours

And relief spread

Throughout my body

For you saved me

From my wretched ways

With your talks

Of morality in practice

A muse set the pace

Looking over my shoulder

A reminder to not ever

Lose the faith

Here I dance

With you in my mind

How did I see a way through

My selfish pride

You helped me drop

My barriers

To open myself

To the opportunities

As they appear

Twirling  as my thoughts

Circle all that has occurred

The integral nature

Inherent in life

Taking care of those

Complete in deed

Giving back to a cycle

Confirming the greater need

Now I watch

As you speak to me

Sp much has passed

But is there really anything

To hold on to

In all this familiarity

But the final destination

Is hard to see

Happenstance

August 17th, 2007 by damialauren

Somehow always

It comes together

Through the circumstance

That drive our lives

We return to instinct

Respond to allow ourselves

To think that we understand

Regurgitated bits you hear

A story you tell

How is it turning

Were you a part of its happenstance

Advisor

August 17th, 2007 by damialauren

Lasting impressions

Round around

Something to

Hold onto

Something tangible

That I can

Call my own

Do you need help?

Take my hand

It will all be better

In a little while

Sit here with me

And tell me

What I want to hear

Sit here with me

And show me

I should have no fear

Settle down

Calm your nerves

Relax here with me

But do not let

The world pass you by

As you see what

You want to see

One Or the Other

August 17th, 2007 by damialauren

Licorice taste

Hopelessly naive

Stoner’s meditative

Rambling

Over this boy

Or that

Musings over

The moments

That might have been

Past worrying

That can not

Unlock that

Inaccessible puzzle

Feeling around blindly

Knees on the floor

For an edge

So you may begin

Roughly understand

That for which

You are looking

May lay in your hand

So you continue

The journey

Unconsciously aware

What might it bring

Here you discover

That you can

Have one or the other

Please let there be

Another choice

To lessen the toll

Divine intervention

To let us roll

The dice

One more time

One more chance

To change the course

We set out on

 So very unknowingly

Ignorant of any

Repercussions

That might bring pain

Oh I have thought of it

Again and again

But no time for that now

This is no game

Despite what has been done

They think its all the same

Theirs To Own

August 16th, 2007 by damialauren

Hauntingly familiar
The same path
But wizened and tempered
By the influences
And information
I have gathered
Impressions of
Mechanical things
Reproducing ourselves
Into the greater good
Making the future
Rush to our doorsteps
Into all too willing
Arms spread wide
In acceptance of fate
Integrated within
History’s puzzle
The key made clear
To those not seeking
That which
Is not theirs to own